Having fun in life
Aren’t we supposed to have fun in life? Or am I asking too much? I really want to have fun in life, but I’m not doing a very good job of it lately. I can’t figure out why. Well, it’s kinda hard to have fun when you don’t have money. So I sit around not having fun, wishing I could be having fun, but not being able to figure out how to have fun without money.
So I decided to answer some ads on Craigslist and see if I got any bites. Craigslist is dicey and yes I know I’m crazy but other than going to a bar or to church, where else am I gonna meet a man? I don’t do the grocery shopping in my household, and that whole grocery store thingy has never worked for me. Well, neither have church or the bars. Obviously. Or I wouldn’t be single and trying to figure out how to support myself.
I am envious of those women who married men and don’t have to worry about finances. Must be nice. Never in my wildest dreams did I figure that I would be as destitute as I am at my age. This has GOT to change. Am I too old to find a nice wealthy man to take care of me? Does that make me a Golddigger to want that? I want to work, but I want to work at something I like, and I need someone to back me to get started. I should advertise myself as a personal assistant to get some work around here.
I’m frustrated. I have a virus that is causing the cursor to bounce around and highlight and delete stuff. How the heck am I supposed to blog with THAT going on? And I’ve got spasms in my back from the stupid position I am sitting in. And I am pissed as hell that a whole paragraph I had written got highlighted and deleted right before my very ideas! What the F? And it just bounced up into other text. So, I guess I am going to have to reformat the whole damn laptop. So annoying.